Is normal ever coming back?

I just spent a little time reading through some of my old bloggy friends.....

Some of the most normal everyday, wonderful daily postings.....I can't even relate anymore. Regular family life. Normal up and down stresses........

I have this fear that I won't know how to live a normal life anymore....I don't know where the boys and I will be in the future. Normal is no longer normal for me, though to a certain extent I think I've been able to protect the boys (with the Lord's help on that one)

When my husband had the heart attack, I was devastated, but it felt normal. Shock, and awe and confusion are becoming the norm. Stress and juggling everything....I just cried reading about dads coming home, and camping out with kids, and just the regular everyday things. Eating dinner, starting school.

I literally can't remember what that's like anymore....how it feels to NOT be under tremendous stress. I've been coping really , really well.

I don't know how to do normal anymore.